Friday, January 23, 2009, 12:00 AM
忽然狠下心来，开始写了。。。
我应该道歉，也已经道歉了，装成潇洒，也已经装了，想挽回，也已经太迟了。。。
每次说了不该说的话，才来觉得懊悔，真的有用吗？想必是没有用。。。
当我做完我该做的事后，还是不能得到谅解的时候，我甚至有想过离开你们，退出你们。。。
因为忽然觉得自己再也不属于你们，那种失落感，无助感，让我顿时喘不过气来，所以开始想要逃脱，逃避。。。
我甚至觉得，我的离开，应该没人会有感觉吧。。。
thinker 是我向来拥有的座右铭，但确实是这样，我一个人，静静地在那里想了很久，不断地思索，我的存在真的有价值吗？
那个夜晚，当我再也忍不住的时候，我就拼命寻找我的朋友，呼唤他的名字，希望她可以叫我不要那么冲动，但是没反应。。。
最后，我还是装潇洒的度过了。。。
第二天醒来，忽然觉得自己好蠢，为什么会那么冲动，差一点就酿成大祸了，所以顿时又冷静下来了。。。
可是每次相同的问题，还是会不断回荡在我脑海里。。。
Dear Nyin:
放下，是要你不要执著，不是不要理。。。
当我们在做活动时，你的一通电话，就是给大家最大的鼓励与支柱。。。
少了你，你觉得我们这里的青少真的有那个能力继续走下去吗？虽然你不在这里，但你在我们后面，不断的加油打气，这条路才能继续走下去。。。
Labels: 众生 合十
d memories cant forget ...
The Fellas
SPSGM
13 Members
7 Girls 6 Mans
We are Crazy always x)
and together
we care each other
as we love each other
but we are just friends [ except 1 pair -.- ]
no no ..
should say family? x)
lemme intro
♥Pretty Girls♥
♥SuSiie-
18
12/11/1991
pretty type leng lui~~~shes think...haha...
single
very crazy one~
great at pc stuff
she make a lot of funny to us~
shes also one of the li ren zu's member
Her Msn
Her Friendster
♥Nyin@Ngin
21
18/12/1988
small small type leng lui
single
quite fierce girl
crazy too
great at leading n planning
shes dai ka jie for all of us
Her Msn
Her Friendster
♥KuKu@Connie
19
05/12/1990
blur blur type leng lui
single
super crazy girl
great at baking
shes always get bully 1
Her Msn
Her Friendster
♥SuSan
20
01/11/1989
cool cool type leng lui
single
crazy sometimes
great at speaking
her laugh quite funny
Her Msn
Her Friendster
♥PeiPei@PPIA
19
01/02/1990
ren jia ren ai type leng lui
single [but boi boi alot]
sometime only crazy
great at find boiboi n take people handphone zi pai
her face lie alot people b4
Her Msn
Her Friendster
♥Ben
19
02/09/1990
polite type leng lui
non-single > ah ming sao
only crazy when playing
great at hiding secret huh?
great at cooking n housewifey too
Her Msn
Her Friendster
♥Fishy
20
08/08/1989
cute cute type leng lui
single
chot people geng
great at chinese
great at chot people
Her Friendster
♥Charming Mans♥
♥Khong
19
25/05/1990
funny type leng zai
single
always kena bully 1
super duper crazy
he always be our driver
great on making laugh
leader teenager of KJS 2009
His Msn
His Friendster
♥YunZi
27/05/1989
cold joke type leng zai
single
always kena bully also
crazy man
driver too
great on telling about buddha
his look always lie girl 1
His Msn
His Friendster
♥KuSoong@Louis
20
22/03/1989
cool cool type leng zai
non-single
always kena bully
crazy man
great at telling joke
His Msn
His Friendster
♥Kai
20
02/07/1989
gentle type leng zai
single
always kena bully too but he will attack back
crazy man
great on online stuff
His Msn
His Friendster
♥Ming
18
13/04/1991
caring type leng zai
non-single > ah ming ge
always bully people , he only quiet when talk about he n his wife
crazy rabbit
great at pc n online stuff
great to chot people too
His Msn
His Friendster
♥Allen
19
23/12/1990
good looking type leng zai
not sure he single or not haha
always let bully also always bully
crazy short human
great on find girl girl
his face lie alot people
only few of peoples know his real personality
His Msn
His Friendster
